br>i'm mad at myself, not you

i'm mad for always being nice

always apologizing for things i didn't do

for getting attached;;

for making you my life;;

depending on you

wasting my time on you

thinking about you;;

following you;; chasing you

wishing for you;; dreaming of you

and most of all for not hating you

even though i should

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Friday, November 03, 2006

Xanga is dead

add me on myspace lil_tink_babe k k

i might have some random thaughts on here every now and then who knows

 

Jayed


Wednesday, August 30, 2006

LIFE?... Well I just dont know ne more life is rough! I got my girls and there here for me but i just dont know ne more! I wrote a poem and this is how I feel right NOW:

I put on my mask day after day.
Wondering if the real me wants to come out and play.

Each day I hurt a little more.
As I lay here crying on the floor.

So u ask me why I lied!?
I reply there is something I need to hide...

My feelings, my emotions, my everyday thaughts
What about all the presents all the gifts that were bought?

My love can't be bought it comes free,
Just take a little time to see inside of me!!
              Jayde Renee

.... well leave some comments
                                       Jayde Renee

 


Sunday, August 06, 2006

Holy crap the other night I talked to brandon 4 like 2 hrs I missed him he explain every thing so I am not mad at him anymore! U guys are soo lucky that u dont have to get up EVERY MORN @ 4:15 to babysit 12 kids who dont leave till 7:00 that night and go to work at a hot restaruant AND take care of ur 9yr old lil bro 4 2 weeks LIFE IS HARD RIGHT NOW I am soo stressed the guy I thaught was perfect well to make a long story short ISNT perfect I just dont wanna be hurt ne more gahhh

TRISTEN- I LOVE U...I MISS U BABY U ARE SOO BEAUTIFUL TO ME!!!! WE NEED TA HANG B4 SCHOOL STARTS!

CHAUNCY- GIRL WE NEED TA HANG B4 SCHOOL STARTS TOO

ALLI- ALL WE DO IS HANG LOL I WUV U GIRL!!!

well I am gonna quit whinin and get off her

Love Jayde Renee

 

 


Saturday, July 29, 2006

HEY GUYS-

life is GOOD! Brandon called me the other day yay!!!!!!!

Umm... church camp was AWESOME!!! *BURSTING WITH EXCITEMENT* no but fo real it was awesome Doug Holliday was our speeker yay I love him!!! He is awsome and well yah camp was just awesome thanx fo all the comments guys

love

Jayde

 

ps quotes from camp
THERE IS NO REVOLT WITHOUT BLOOD SHED-The bible/ Doug
SNUGGLE MUFFINS- Saul and Justin
HOLY HEAL-me
AHH MY CAMARA-Caitlin
MY BODY IS COVERED IN BRUISES BC OF U-Alli
THAT HURT LIKE A MOTHER HAVING BABIES-Me

AND I'LL PROLLY THINK OF OTHERS!

JAYDE


Thursday, July 20, 2006

MY ALLI IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We be chillin! Woo Hoo! WOW MEN=SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPEALIADOSHIS ASH HOS!!!

Any who I am goin to camp so leave me lots and lots of comments!!!

Michale John- CALL ME
Tristen- I LOVE U
Alli- HA HA UR RIGHT NEXT TO ME (U need to die lol good times)
Chauncy- HEY HOE CALL ME

_.:*~Jayde Renee~*:._



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